Helpless!

Have you ever been in a situation that you are so helpless that you are unsure of what you should do? I did and I am.All I can do is cry my eyeballs out which only worsen my conditions as a sinus patient. Now my eyes are swollen thanks to my excessive weeping this morning when I am not even supposed to be awake at that hour.

I thought all my problems will be solve by moving out from wherever I used to be. The first place I rented back in 2007 was a little too far from college and the crime rate there is rather alarming. So I moved to the second place this year hoping that I could save time and cash since college is just opposite. It did save me cash and time but the horror of the housemates is just unbearable.

I can't live with people who think that it's alright to make noises at wee hours. I can't live with people who do their housework at wee hours or even blow dry their dog's fur at 3am. I need my rest and I have been lacking of rest ever since I moved there. It doesn't help when everyone in that place sleeps so late. I need to sleep early. My body is basically screwed up because I can't rest and my focus in studies is getting worse. It harms me mentally and physically. Never once I felt like crap everyday, getting ready to classes.. so I moved out to avoid all sorts of physical noises and drama. Did I mention that one of the girl in the house bitch Facebook me calling me names because I complained that they should tone down after midnight?? I was somehow the subject of humility in Facebook that time. I was reading all those nonsenses written about me thanks to this cowardy housemate of mine. I told myself to keep quiet and to avoid these people. I tolerate and tolerate till I no longer can so I move out.

Now I am at the current place I am renting and I am already given a position in the problem department. In fact, I am placed in the monetary department which I could not afford at all. I was promised this and that before I moved in but once I moved in, I have to pay this and that. I am so helpless that I didn't know if I should speak out because I do not want to disrespect the landlady because she is after all older than me and she is my friend's relative. I am put in a position that I felt as if people just rip me off because I am somehow nice. I told the boyfriend and he obviously didn't like the idea of me being taken advantage of. So I made a conclusion to move out again if possible in August.

Anyone knows if there is a room for rent in USJ 2?? Please let me know. I am desperate.

I just hope someone would just bless me with a home and a car so I can stay away from Subang if possible. I hate being in Subang. I really hate this place. I can't wait to get out once I graduated. I wanna move to somewhere I can be alone. Better still if I can start paying for my own house once I start working. I don't want to share and get all these problems stuck in my head causing me to be depressed and all. Maybe I'll share with 20 cents but nobody else.. I just want my own home!

World Cup Makes Me Fat

World Cup is finally here and I am not even near excited nor thrilled. In fact, I quite dislike it because everyone and everybody is talking about it. All these football jargons are getting on my nerves. People who do not usually talk about it now tweets about it and talk about it. I felt like stapling every person's lips that voice out about their opinions about whatever matches were on the idiot box. I am getting annoyed already.

To me, you can watch ALL you want but never ever mention about those matches to me or even make it a daily conversation because it ain't fun to talk about it. It's like me telling you about how I enjoy doing laundry, sorting the colors and using different detergents and all. I bet nobody enjoys such a conversation. I know WC only comes like once every four years but making it in daily conversations seriously irks me a lot. Like a lot. I don't give a damn who wins or who scores because I don't give a damn at all.


Flat TV for the WC fanatics in Starbucks


The boys discussing about football

Another thing I dislike about World Cup would be the boys watching the matches in mamaks and Starbucks. OMG! Can you believe how much I consumed because I refused to watch the matches and I guess eating is like my solace to compensate my irritated moods over World Cup. The other day, the boys were watching some match in Starbucks. And Starbucks had 20 percent off for drinks during the matches. I drank and I ordered food. I had like a cake and a sandwich at wee hour. Aiyo! I think my waistline added like a few inches to my Michelin tyres. And the pastries are so attractive and good.


Lemon Green Tea drink


Summer Snack


Classic Doughnut


English Muffin

And I went out for dessert with the boyfriend after dinner last Saturday. I was craving for something creamy but oh well.. we went to some overprice dessert place in IOI Boulevard. I can see people screaming and sighing loudly because the team they supported somehow lost. I bet these people bet football. Ishh ishh.. I get pissed off at people screaming so loud in my ears. So what if they score???? Is it necessary to scream out loud? I get scared easily so I am very jumpy when people are loud suddenly.


Some assorted fruits with aloe vera and selasih thingy


Barley with Ginkgo and Fu Chuk


Coconut Juice with plenty of flesh <3

I know a lot of people love WC. I just don't share the same enthusiasm nor interest. Boo all you want about me about this post. I don't care. I just don't like it.

Have I Told You Lately That I Hate Smoking?

I haven't have the inspiration to blog hence the lack of updates. I can see my traffic tumbling down the hill like how Jack and Jill tumbled. I do have a little to talk about though many might not find it interesting. Oh well.. I am just an ordinary girl with plenty of ordinary stuffs to talk about. I just realized that my blog has become so dull with ME instead of all the food posts and travel stuffs I used to talk about. I don't even bother attending events nor I take the initiative to go for events. I made it seems as if age is catching up with me when I am not even 23. The fact is I am actually quite young.

I used to think that KL is such a happening life with more malls and places to hang out. But in reality, KL is just like Ipoh except that Ipoh has lesser malls and traffic jam. Before I stepped my foot to KL, I always think if I would actually join my friends going clubbing and do the all crazy things. I tried. But I failed. The truth is I don't really enjoy all these things not especially when most clubs in KL are filled with second hand smoke. I am still young and I want to live longer. So clubbing in smoky, second hand places are out of my adventure list. Besides that, I get really annoyed and agitated at people who smoke. Deep inside my heart, I was wishing that these people would die faster. I know I should't be cursing but I really, really hate smoke especially the tobacco type. I might have said that I am alright with people smoking as long as they do not do it in front of me. Actually, I hate it. I hate smokers. I do not understand why the heck people want to smoke. Don't give me the peer pressure and stress shit because it ain't true.

Enough of my rants on why I hate smokers because whatever I said won't change the fact that the population of smokers are increasing despite those disturbing images plastered on the cigarette box. I guess I am too sensitive to be disturbed by those images but those people who actually purchased and consumed those expensive yet hazardous substances in a stick. I better stop on how I hate smokers and the other stuffs because it's making me annoyed that I have to type about my dissatisfaction towards the disgusting substances all rolled up in a stick. To make it worst, I seen parents smoking while pushing their babies on the strollers. Like wtf. Are they crazy? They want their babies to grow up with all these gross habits ah? And and some really idiotic people smoke in air-conditioned malls. Hello? Can't you all freaking see the HUGE No Smoking sign? Even if you can't read, you can freaking see the image right? If you are really that stupid, please come to me. I will read it out loud to you all. Enough of it. I am sick of writing this shit.

How I wish smoking is ban in Malaysia...

I am gonna blog about something nicer when I decided to edit and upload my pictures into my laptop. I can't find time to do all these things. Short semester is driving me nuts.. not really.. more like Biology is driving me up the wall.

Crazy...

I feel like writing because I just do. I am supposed to be studying for my Biology quiz tomorrow. But the facts aren't interesting at all. And I ended up doing my laundry instead. And I went for lunch with Christina. On the bright side, I finished everything on my to-do-list except for the studying for Biology quiz one. But I for sure will study tonight. Besides, my quiz is at 2pm.

And I have been craving for plenty of food thanks to my imbalance of hormones. I get pimples everywhere even on my neck. My face looks so oily that I can use it to bake cake or something. My imbalance of hormones also make think of crazy ideas. I have crazy ideas to plant mango tree because I wanted to eat sour mangoes with plenty of sour plum powder and a tad of salt. Damn those cravings. I even thought of planting spring onions because I love to drizzle spring onions all over my soup and rice. See.. I am getting crazy already. But then again, I am still rather conscious with my surroundings. Just because I am craving or thinking of doing something mad or crazy, I don't do it because I think deep down.. I am still rather normal.

This semester seems so short. I can't believe mid term is in 2 weeks. I can't wait for it to finish so I can relax. And oh yea.. I am moving out soon in 2 weeks. I can't wait to get out from this place, like seriously. I think I better get back to my studies and sketching. I need a short holiday. Who wants to bring me go Bukit Tinggi or Genting Highlands for some cold breeze??

I can't believe I got nothing to say. Arghhhhh!

Dedicated to Michelin Lim CY

CY is a friend of mine from college. I probably mentioned him once in awhile in my blog and probably bombarded some of posts with his uniqueness in the photographs. He is indeed a very photogenic person. No pun intended. He does look good in pictures.


Our gift to him - mountains of rice

It was his birthday yesterday and a bunch of us #Lala Gang brought him out for dinner. Before that, we spent like a couple of hours thinking where to eat and all. We all ended up deciding to go Tian Tian Restaurant in Sunway. It was my first time there too. I never knew there is such a restaurant there. Oh well..


Some taufoo with minced meat

There were fourteen of us and we had eight dishes. I only managed to capture like four pictures of the food because everyone was so hungry hence no photographs of the food. The food was alright but being a fanatic of Tai Chow, I still think Sungei Way is the best.


Leafy vege


I only like the brinjals and french bean in this dish.

Nothing much to talk about the dinner and the celebration because it is rather simple like how CY wanted it, I think. He predicted every single thing we wanted to celebrate with him. No surprise at all.

I knew CY in 2007 when we were in the same group for some bloody stupid assignment which I failed. He was rather quiet when I first knew him but obviously that didn't last long when he told me the very first lame joke ever. Ever since then, the innocence faded. But one thing I knew, he is a very genuine and honest person. It's always fun to be around him because he is funny and crazy. I don't know what to say already because CY might cried his eyeballs out when he sees this post.

Anyway,

Happy Blessed Birthday, CY!


Our hero!

Another Untitled Moment

I can't think of a title for this post.

I am supposed to be studying for my Supervision quiz tomorrow but I decided to laze around in Facebook and my TVB drama. And and I am studying while doing all those activities as mentioned. I think I fair quite well in multitasking. This is my very first quiz this semester and my lazy cells decided to kick in. Damn those cells. And I have another quiz this Friday. Biology quiz about cells and global warming, I think. I am not a huge fan of Science subjects but the crazy me went all out this semester because I made a bet with a friend that I will score an A for Biology. I can't believe I just made such a bet.


My lovely companion during drama session and long hours of burning midnight oil

My classes are alright except that the long hours I have to endure with very little breaks. My Typography is FOUR hours long but on the bright side, it's only once a week. In fact, I enjoy Typography class though I got zero talent in sketching and designing but the effort and interest spark a chemistry with this subject. And I can actually remember the steps the lecturer taught us using Adobe Illustrator. I think I am more of a technology person than artsy. I am always looking forward to Typography class because this is the only class that I can express myself and the other classes are all theories. How often do you see me sketching crazy fonts with 0.4 Artline pen?? It was no doubt fun and I can't wait to do my very first assignment!


My very first attempt on Adobe Illustrator using the Tools thingy

My days are pretty routine lately except for the part that I get sleepless nights. No prize for guessing why. I think most people I knew would have known the reasons of my sleepless nights. It's so horrible that I have eyebags. I bet my eyebags can turn into teabags real soon if I do not rest more. Those ignorant fools sharing the same floor as I do are driving me nuts. Like seriously. At times, all I could think of is revenge and holding grudge towards these ignorant people. But then again, if I do so, I would just be wasting my energy and putting my elegance at the stake is just not worth it. Most of the times I ignored them because I am too civilized to downgrade myself to their levels. I think very highly of myself because I am a Child of the High God. Besides, I am moving out in two weeks. I can't wait to move out so I can have peaceful nights. I don't know how I manage to tolerate with these people knowing I am not exactly a very patient person.


Was supposed to trace a flag but mine looked rather failed

I found a lot of interesting stuffs lately about how people dislike me because I am too outspoken and I speak my mind out. Obviously I was furious when people have such a perception of me. But come to think of it, it doesn't really matter to me because I enjoy being myself. I hate the idea of being pretentious and do things I dislike. I am totally alright if people hates me. So what if a bunch of people hate me? I have another bunch of friends that I can trust and talk to. And they love me for who I am. Even if nobody loves me, I know I have Him because He loves me more than anyone does. I did talk to 20 cents about it and I cried a bucketful of tears thinking that I have nobody because I am such a loser. The truth is.. I am not a loser and those people hating me or talking shit about me have no balls nor guts to confront me when I did make mistakes. Come on la.. which person is perfect? I kept on thinking about revenge and how I would not help these people when they needed my help in the future or whatsoever.. I have so much anger and grudge in myself. Then, I realized that having anger and grudge won't help me grow as a person nor improve myself as a person. The best solution would be ignorance. After all, ignorance is bliss. Despite all those "attacks" I received, I still can smile because I know who I really am and I accept the imperfect me unlike people who do not accept themselves. I guess going through all these obstacles in life somehow teach me a great lesson about trust and people.


My "new" fonts

Wow! I wrote so much things in one go. I guess I am better at expressing myself in words than speech eh? But I can speak quite well. Not when I am with 20 cents. One mistake means I will end up landed in the Hall of New Words. And it will be repeated again and again by his friends who are also my friends until they get sick of the word. Hahaha.. Geri and Flor, I bet you girls know what I am talking about kan? But it was all funny because it just is. Oh well.. I am still learning to pronounce some words properly because I thought it was all right that I learned in school. But mana tau I kena con from school teachers, the words I assumed are pronounced like how I always do are actually pronounce differently.


Today's homework was to design columns for leaftlets

I can't wait for weekends because I am usually happy on weekends unlike my weekdays. My weekdays are usually sleepless nights with me being really cranky and grumpy. For now, I am actually craving for something soupy. Perhaps some SS15 Pork Noodles when I see 20 cents this weekend. I am gonna make sure I eat a bigger portion though it doesn't do justice to my waistline. Oh well.. I'll find other ways to lose weights. Damn those temptations. I shall fight mine soon..errrr..perhaps after the Pork Noodles. Or maybe after the weekend. I don't know la.. I shall find time and ways. I know.. excuses equals to never bother. At least I did think of losing weights. After all, it's the thoughts that count. Betul tak?

I am gonna continue studying for my quiz tomorrow. I need to ace in this paper because I desperately need to increase my bloody low CGPA. I know I can do this.. Oh yea, I am teaching Bible story for the first time this Sunday. I am so excited. I miss the kids so much!

P/S: Most pictures are my work for my Typography class. Just thought I could share my *ahem* masterpiece.

Blogging From Mobile

I am currently blogging from my mobile phone. I'm still in college with my friends;waiting for dinner. I am bored like mad now. And I am craving for SS15 Pork Noodles. Just had that for lunch with the boyfriend and it was satisfying to be with your loved one,just lunch and awesome conversation. I'm gona go off now since I got nothing to say. Hahaha..

Plenty To Say But No Time

I love expressing myself in words than to actually speak. I prefer writing it out in a letter or email or whatever that can be written. As for speaking, I can speak quite alright but I don't really enjoy speaking about my feelings because it's not necessary, I think.

Nothing much happened lately except for 20 cents' dramatic night. Oh well.. he is doing quite fine now though not fully recovered but he will be alright soon. Got my results and I am in Week 2 for Summer semester. So far so good, I think. Assignments were just given this week and quizzes next week. I can bear with all these. After all, it has been three years I am doing all these.

Seriously I got plenty to tell but there are so much things that I don't know what to tell. Oh well.. no updates until I have something to write about. Hahaha..gosh, this is like the shortest update ever.

Pain(t), My Love

My nose is practically running marathon and I can't stop it from running. Instead, I think I just killed some trees. I have been making wantans for God knows how long. And I refused to take medication because I am scared I will be relying on it more hence the addiction. I have been taking Piriton for the itchiness for a week plus to ease the stupid allergy of mine. This Piriton can somehow help me with my flu but I decided not to take it anymore. There was a saying.. fine.. 20 cents said that the more I relied on that medication, eventually I will be immune to it and obviously the medication would not work for me anymore. The stubborn and broke me also decided not to see the doctor. I am broke. I don't think I can afford medical bills. Don't get me started with asking money from my parents. They will NEVER understand my position at the moment. Parents and their lectures.. it ticks me off.

Yesterday, I got the shock of my life. This shock is so horrible and scary that I can feel my heart jumping out from my body. It's as if my heart decided to commit suicide or something. 20 cents was scalded with hot water last night during dinner. Can you imagine the pain I was going through when I can't help? I am no doctor but I don't know..I feel helpless. It has been 20 cents helping me out and going through my bad times with me. But never once, I actually thought of helping him out. I am so selfish. Sigh.. I kept on praying when we were on the way to hospital. He held my hand and I just had to cry. I am an emotional person and I do not see why can't I express myself. I tried so hard to stop my cries because I didn't want him to see me sad.

Waiting outside the ER was just torturous. I checked him out to see if he is alright. 20 cents assured me that he is alright. So much things were crammed in my head that time and I kept praying to Him to heal my 20 cents. God is great. He took away the pain of that burn. I never felt such a way before but it is a good thing that I finally realized that 20 cents is my one. Oh well.. I am just glad that he is alright now. For now, I will just layan him. I am just hoping that his wound will heal as soon as possible.

I just finished my first week of classes which I skipped the last one because I was so sick that I can barely get up from my bed. Oh well.. I believe I can catch up. I already started my assignments and homeworks. See.. I am catching up already! For now, I will just chill a while because it's Sunday. I was supposed to be in church but I attended service yesterday. At least I know I am not missing the blessings. Hehehe..

For now, I am gonna watch some TV and continue with my Jodi Picoult. I am currently reading " The Pact" loaned by Geri. I can't wait to finish it. It's too kan cheong already!

Why Oh Why?

I finally attended all the THREE classes. Oh well.. Biology was alright though a little boring and my mind with some scientific stuffs kinda rusty. The lecturer was teaching about the cells stuffs. At least, I remember how to draw out animal and plant cells. And I have my kawan-kawan with me in this class so it wasn't so bad except that my chair was really low and I can't see the board at the front. Oh well.. it wasn't so bad. Biology was alright.

Then, I had Typography class. Don't ask me what the heck is Typography because I am not very sure but I just know that I have to spend a lot on printing in colors for this subject. It's some art and design and font subject. I also don't know why the heck do I need to take such paper. Anyhow, this is my very last Communication paper before I start on my thesis next semester. I just know I am not an artsy person nor creative. Imagine myself doing some art piece. It would be just re-donkey-lous and cat- astrophic. Oh well..I don't seem to have a choice.

I finished my Supervision class today. Surprisingly I am enjoying the class. Maybe it's because I rather like the lecturer because she always ensure that everyone participates in class. I am beginning to enjoy my business papers more. And we are given this assignment which is to read a book and do a report on it using some principles in the book. I think it is a rather cool assignment despite to spend like 30 bucks on that book. I guess I could always keep the book for future references. Non-fiction book might be boring but I guess I could learn to love it.

I know I will be granted BIG things this semester and the rest of the two semesters so I can graduate like really soon. I do not enjoy the idea of my graduation getting delay and it is definitely no fun seeing ALL my friends are working and I am not. Sigh..the worst of all would be staying in college till I turn old. Gosh..I don't even want to imagine. Yikes!

I am moving out AGAIN next month and I am rather excited. I am excited that I finally can have peace. I am excited that I can finally sleep early! I received a manna yesterday from 20 cents about Rest in Him and Peace. I guess He is telling me that I did a wise choice by moving out. And moving out this time means I must learn about managing my finances. I think I did an alright job for the past 3 years. But I must try to save as much as possible because I think it is a wise idea to do so as I have no emergency cash with me. I guess it's never too late to learn :)

Today my lecturer asked us to list down 20 things that we are grateful of. There are some things I did not list out because I am not sure I should be grateful of or not. I knew most people would list it down and probably it is the first thing in the list but I didn't do it. I listed other things instead. Oh well.. I am definitely grateful of that something but I just somehow didn't want to even talk about it. I guess I am just too stubborn sometimes and a little rebellious. I wonder what triggered me to stop listing that out. Sigh..

I am gonna go finish my notes and figure out how to pack to move out. Hahaha..I think I can start moving in some stuffs on the weekends to save the trouble of moving later on. And I should really start packing.

Murni's Latest Branch

I was in Taipan Business Centre with 20 cents for lunch and we passed by this very new shop with a huge signboard USJ 9 Murni Discovery. I was like thinking..cannot be Murni la. Murni is in SS2 what. Oh well.. we ended up lunching in Chilli Pan Mee which I adored with Teacher May Ee as well.

My friends were talking about it when we were in class and we ended up there for dinner. Yes, it is indeed the MURNI that everyone adores. I used to visit Murni a lot after events but not anymore because I don't have the time for it. Sigh..on a bright side, there is one branch here in USJ area. I probably will visit there until I am done with my studies.


The menu


The ambiance

Had my usual Claypot Loh Shi Fun fix and "I Love You" special concoction of theirs. The boys had Ribena Special and Roti Hawaii. I am finally tasting the familiarity after so long. Oh well.. I need to stay away from all these to keep track of my finances because I am so broke now. Sigh..


Ribena Special


Watermelon Juice and Ribena Biasa


"I Love You"



Claypot Loh Shu Fan


Nasi Goreng Biasa


Roti Hawaii

I think I won't be updating much now that my semester just started.